falling d o w n :: joe

[selena marie gomez.]

SHE WAS YOUNG BUT NOT NAÏVE

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Selena yawned as she sat up in her bed. Waking up to Paramore everyday was like a dream, but unfortuneately the dream had to end once she turned off her alarm clock. She didn't even bother sleeping through it, because her mother would then come and wake her up. Very drastically. Like the time she poured cold water over her head. Or the time she turned on all the lights and opened the blinds, practically blinding Sel. But whatever. She learned her lesson.

Selena hopped out of bed and turned on her Iphone to see the days activities; lunch with her agent at one, an interview at 3, and a photo shoot at 6. She sighed, but quickly got over it when she realized she had the whole morning free. If there was one thing she loved, it was a free morning, because she could do something she loved: run. Running made her feel so free and independent. She just couldn't resist. Throwing on a pair of Nike shorts and a matching running tank top, she was ready to go.

After scribbling a quick note to her mother, she jogged outside where the sun was up and shining strong. Just that was enough to make her smile. The park was only a few minutes away, so she made her jog to the park her warm-up. It felt great to run again. It had been way to long. Once she got to the park, she quickly started on the two-mile course, hoping she was still in good enough shape.

Running always allowed her to think. That was one reason Selena loved it so much. She could focus on her personal life without having to worry about an interview or remembering her lines. In fact, she was allowed to think so much that she often got distracted. She didn't even hear the person behind her calling out her name.

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[joseph adam jonas]

Y O U S A Y Y O U D O N ' T N E E D M E
Y O U S A Y 'T H I S T I M E B E L I E V E M E'

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As Joe awake from his uneasy sleep this morning he sighed wishing that he would just never wake up. He hated sleeping just as much as he hated did awake. His dreams and nightwares were awful. People always said that you could escape the world in your sleep but they were wrong sometimes they were worse. He heard his mother shouting from downstairs he figured everyone was already at the breakast table and they were waiting for him. He was always the last one down in the morning. He felt his phone vibrate next to him on the stand. He picked it up to see a notification telling him he had the morning off. A small smile appeared on his face. Theese were some of the only times he had to do whatever. He hated living on a schdule. he wanted to rebel he hated his life for being all perfect and organized. Oh he wished he could take all of it back and just be a normal person singing for fun, not because he had to and people made him.

Climbing out of bed he stumbled into his en suite bathroom and headed over towards the sink. He turned the facuet on and splashed water over his face making sure to clean up. He looked at his hair. He had showered the night before so he didn't really need to do anything about it. It was sticking up in placed so he got some water and smoothed it down just a bit. He didn't really care for his apperance anyway however the paps did and they would rake him over the garden fence atleast twice for if he had made a back fashion choice or if he hair was wonky. Why was everything made to be so perfect.

He didn't feel like breakfast so he quickly ran out the house saying bye to his mom and brothers saying he had things to do. Really he justed wanted to have some freak air. It was the tree at the park where he could go to be alone he had never had any trouble there. He jogged to the park in an orderly fashion trying not to show he was in a rush and he entered the park gates to see the paps wernt here. it must of been his lucky day. he looked around the park to see the park empty. He only saw one other person who he reconised. He sighed but he needed to ask her something anyway. He jogged fup behind her

"Selena??" he shouted but he got no response. He sprinted forward and stopped right in front of her hoping not the scare her

"Could you not hear me" he said putting on his happy face
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[selena marie gomez.]

SHE WAS YOUNG BUT NOT NAÏVE

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The sun was shining, which after running a mile, didn't feel too great. Luckily, a small breeze came through, so she didn't become totally overheated. Immediately a problem jumped into her mind; Nick, Taylor, her relationship with them. Of course, her and Taylors relationship was always best friends, but Selena had always thought of him as more than that. He never did, though, so she always just let it go. Then she started dating Nick, and she really, really, liked him. But would she ever let her feelings of Taylor go? It seemed that every time she was around him, it hurt to think they could never together.

The fact of this made Selena run all the faster. Her breaths became shorter as her strides became longer. Just as she took another stride, Joe Jonas popped up it front of her. Scaring her, she gave a little shriek and jumped back. A moment later, though, once she'd regained her posture, she giggled and gave him a hug. "Sorry! You just scared me!" she said with a smile. Could you not hear me? She shrugged and shook her head. "No, sorry. I guess I was too deep in thoughts." She answered with another shrug.

"So, what are you doing here? Shouldn't you have an interview or something?" Selena teased with a grin. It seemed that Nick and his brothers were always busy, so she was always suprised to see them out alone. She really mainly got to see them at premiers, so that was always kind of awkward with the papparazzi always standing there.

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[joseph adam jonas]

Y O U S A Y Y O U D O N ' T N E E D M E
Y O U S A Y 'T H I S T I M E B E L I E V E M E'

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Joe kind of felt guilty as she jumped in surprise and scared her. He hated when people did that to him and often did send him in a mood He knew he must aplogize to her otherwise its another thing he would have to have on his consciouns for a while. "i'm sorry selena I didn't mean to scare you" he said sincerly before she pulled him into a hug. He hug back slightly feeling that he must hug her back otherwise he would come across as rude and he didn't want anyone to judge him in that way

When she told him she was too deep in thought he mind flashed to nick. he knew they were dating and he was happy for them. He knew obviously selena was thinking about him. He knew nick liked her alot and as his older brother he didn't want him to get hurt "What were you thinking about?" he asked still plastering a fake smile on his face. it wasn't a bitchy one but just one that could show to the world he was happy. "Was it nick eh" he gave a small chuckle teasing her slightly. He was such a good actor he should have his own show one day

"No I got the morning off I don't know what my brothers are doing" he said feeling a spark of happiness because he just reminded himself that he had the morning off he glanced around the park and saw his tree it was still there. Awhile ago he had carved his name in there to show it was his. He was a bit mentally unsettled like that. He needed reassurance for a lot of things and carving his name into things was one of those ways

Now that he came to think of it he had never really had a conversation with selena before. Even in the press they were never pictures together it was always Nick and Selena. He had never really had a chance to chill or hang out with her. he didn't know how selena felt about this however it was just one of those things that. they saw each other a whole lot however like at award shows and stuff because the jonas brothers were like items with demi, selena and miley however Joe was only really close to demi thats just the way it was but maybe he could change that today he could prehaps become a little closer to selena today hopefully be good to get to know her
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[selena marie gomez.]

SHE WAS YOUNG BUT NOT NAÏVE

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Selena shook her head and smiled. "No, no, it's fine! I should have been paying attention." She insisted. It really wasn't Joe's fault. Stupid Taylor. Always distracting her! Not to mention she had a boyfriend. She knew Taylor was still standing in the way of her happiness with Nick. And he didn't even know it.

Selena blushed when Joe asked if she was thinking about Nick. "That's none of you bussiness!" She teased with a grin. Then she looked away and added, "But, umm...yeah." It's not like that was a lie. She was thinking about Nick. But there was also another person on her mind. Not that she would tell Joe that though. There was no reason to tell anyone about her crush on Taylor. It's not like he would ever like her back anyway.

Selena nodded as Joe said he had the day off. "Get out! Me too!" She replied with a smile. "I love days off. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my job, but days off are so relaxing!" She said with a nod and a grin. She wondered if Demi had the day off too. They really needed to hang out soon! She hadn't hung out with Demi in a while due to their busy schedules. Of course, they did see each other at premiers and award shoes and crap like that, but it wasn't the same.

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[joseph adam jonas]

Y O U S A Y Y O U D O N ' T N E E D M E
Y O U S A Y 'T H I S T I M E B E L I E V E M E'

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Joe had been right of course selena had been thinking about nick I mean who else would she think of besides from demi or something. he didn't want to go into any futher because that would just be inavding her personal issues and to be honest the paps did that enough for everyone including him. he always read the gopssip pages however because most of the stories about him made him laugh because they were so false it was so unrealistic. But however there were some that were really nasty, spiteful and hurt Joe alot he tried to avoid them one but they were always in the middle of the just plain funny ones so he couldn't really avoid them. This contributed to his obssesion of people not judging him because he did never judge anyway ever because he knew how it felt.

"Days off are amazing arent they!" he said feigning happiness "I love the fact that I can do whatever I want no schduale whatsoever its paradise" he said smiling softly this one not faked because moments like the days off kept him going it was what he lived for "So you planned your 'relaxing' day off with a jog?" he asked her politely not being rude. he had completely forgot the reason why he had even came over here in the first place but it the end it didn't really matter to him whatsoever.

Overall in his life nothing really matter anymore because of the fact that he knew no one actually truly cared about him. He figured people like his brothers and demi and selena cared but not enough to actually dig below the surface and figure out what was wrong with him no one knew at all. It used to bother him and he questioned for days why no one would actually come to his aid but over time he just accepted no one cared anymore so he just tried to live his life with all the problems that he has and he doesn't try and reveal them to anyone there is not point in his mind.

He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed just loosing his concentration from selena because of all this thinking he felt rude as he should be paying attention and he hoped selena didn't notice his lack of concentration
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[selena marie gomez.]

SHE WAS YOUNG BUT NOT NAÏVE

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Selena was grateful that Joe didn't askher anymore about what she was thinking abou. There was no need to risk hurting Nick when she knew Taylor didn't like her back anyway. She pushed those thoughts from her head, trying to concentrate on the conversation going on before her.

Selena nodded and smiled in agreement. His analogy was correct; days off were like paradise. They were even better when you had friends with the same days off, too. She didn't know anyone else had a day off today, but then again, she didn't know she had a day off until this morning. So you planned your 'relaxing' day off with a jog? Hearing Joes question, she nodded and grinned. "Yeah. No one really knows this about me, but I love running. I mean, it's not like it's a big secret, or anything. It just never comes up." She explained with a shrug. "But, yeah! I love it. Oh, gosh! I'm babbling now!" She said quickly biting her lip. She babbled a lot, and she never even realized it until she noticed the other person looking bored.

"I'm sorry! You don't care about that! Okay, I'm done!" She said, becoming very flustered. "So what are you doing on your day off?" She quickly said, trying to get the attention off of herself.

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[joseph adam jonas]

Y O U S A Y Y O U D O N ' T N E E D M E
Y O U S A Y 'T H I S T I M E B E L I E V E M E'

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Damn he thought to himself she could tell he lost concentration he felt awfully guilty she thought it was because of her. He looked down at the floor biting his lips sharply enought to draw blood but luckily he didn't he was grateful because it would of looked on purpose. He sighed "its not you selena don't worry I was just thinking about thing ya know?" he said refusing to move his eyes away from the floor. He didn't even deserve to look at her because of the way the he had treated her as of now. He probably should just go home and make the pain worse he deserved it after all he has just put selena through

"i'm sorry, I was listening I promise" he said trying to remember what she had said. He picked up fragments of the conversation she was having with him he just needeed to remember what she had exactly said. He remembered she liked jogging. Well here goes nothing he thought "so let me get this straight, your in love with jogging, thats an odd thing" he said chuckling lightly. he never actually knew that about her, well come to thing of it he didn't know anyone who liked jogging at all. well whatever floats her boat he said in his mind he wasn't going to judge or make a snarky comment or anything like that it wasn't really fair on her.

"Oh my days off I normally sit right about over there" he said pointing to his tree in the distance "Its my quite space ya know?" he said hoping she would understand it is where I can just think about things and no one knows I'm there, i think in this business people need that otherwise they loose there head and the fame gets to them" he said softly not saying it in a forceful tone or anything like that. He just tried to make her understand what he did.

He had first gone to that spot last year. It was when he started having theese problems he needed desperatly a place to be alone and this was his saviour. He only went their on hot days however he couldn't stand the cold and was always ill if he went outside during icy weather. He had learnt his lesson by being outside last new year
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