Post by joseph adam jonas on Dec 21, 2009 19:07:44 GMT -5
( Joseph Adam Jonas )
[/color]" Before We Fall Out Again Theres Something You Should Know "
THAT I JUST WANNA BE YOUR HOMECOMING QUEEN[/b]
their poster dream, not one of the boys[/color][/center]
FULL NAME: Joseph Adam Jonas
NICKNAMES: Joe
GENDER: Male
AGE: 20
SEXUALITY: Bisexual
OH, I WANNA HIT YOU JUST TO
SEE IF YOU CRY
[/b]SEE IF YOU CRY
i keep knockin' on wood, hopin there's a real boy inside[/color][/font]
Hello I Am Joseph Adam Jonas. I Am currently 20 years old and get this I am famous. its not the life personally i would of chose but there is nothing I can do it about it now. People think that the famous life is something to die for but its not. its made me what I am today someone who isn't able to cope and I have to resort to making the numbness go away. it comes along when it gets bad when everything is to much to deal with its hard in this life. But nobody understands or anything like that
not even my own brothers, no one knows anything about me. before everything happened I was a happy person I loved my music and I was always writing. I was never as good as nick But i liked my own personal songs they were mine. I love talking long walks even now but I am never usually alone for long because the paps are there.. its hard to be alone and find some me space. However I have found my space theres a tree someone in the woods thats mine its where I can be myself with no one to care and no one to judge thats all I really want it life but no one gives it me everyone around me has expectations and they all judge I cant take it for much longer
However on the contray people do think I am a happy person they have no reason to believe other wise. I grew up in a secure happy enviroment with my brothers as my best friends. They still believe we are as close now but I perfer to be alone. I have a circle of friends mainly my co stars in my tv show or camp rock. They don't know anything and they all think I am happy but I will show them. I don't let anyone into my inner circle they just think they are. I bottle theese feelings up and they come out when i can contain them anymore.
So thats my story Yes I Am Joseph Adam Jonas, I Am twenty years of age and I Am A Sucidal freak who everyone thinks they know and love but they couldn't be more wrong. i just want someone to listen once in a while could you do that?
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